SORRY ...

Hello peeps . happy that i updated ? LOL . im down with fever .. haha . anyway , get back to the real topic yeah .
NOW .. i've been doing lots and lots and lots of thinking .. still , i feel angry and sad . why did i even accepted him in th 1st place ? we should have just been friends and mayb just closer abit , and not till stead , and now , all these wont have happened . i will still be able to joke with him , share stuffs with him and not afraid of it being let out of th bag and stuffs all . some ppl will know who . but if those who don't know , sorry but you cant know . i really wanna apologise to that person deeply . i know its very hard to accept . regardless of whether i am your 1st exx or not , i know i have hurt you very deeply and you wont be able to accept nor forgive me . but i seriously like you but as you know , im attched . tat was what caused th whole thing .. i am seriously really sorry .. i dunno what i can do to make you forgive me . i seriously dun want us to END this way . i miss all th fun times that we had .. really sorry deh .. i miss you lots man ..
kk . now nexxt topic ..
that crocy MIA for a few days sia . at least on normal days can uhh . but on our anniversary !! AHHHH . and he only informed me on msn 1 day l8r . -.-. he said . : hppy 9 mnths . srysry . go out nxt time . i went to malaysia . srry . -.- no comments ah . haha . piggy crocy . LOL .

Why are you liddat ?

Hey ppl . you know something ? _____ is lying about me to ______ ! what is his bloody problem seriously ? i have treated him as a close friend , and is this what i deserved ? he lied and caused me and ___ to fight for a night . its not that i wanna be a JUMPER ! Is coz i cant possibly stick to vari as she has para . i cant stick to ____ and ____ coz im attached , and i cant stick to th malay and chinese girls as i cant get along that well with them . and i cant stick to singyong as SOMEBODY will not like it . THAT CAUSED ME TO JUMP ! you think i had got nothing betta to do than to jump izzit ?! NOT HAPPY , DIRECTLY SAY FACE TO FACE LAH ! why must dun reply msg all ? and i have promised myself that i will try my best to be a good friend to EVERY1 . i dun wan th 5 of us to END this way by lying to each and evry1 of us . I DONT WANT ! thats all for today . im damn fucked up .

Im in pain ..

Hey ppl .. im back man .. just an update on whatever that has happened these few weeks , months , years and decades yeah .. haha ..
Ok then .. here i start .. (: Oh well, there was once , i went to this OCH . ( NOT ORCHARD ! (: ) wiib my loviing COUSINS . Haha . LOL. onli some understands . then saw this bird as big as an eagle sia . i got so freaking scared . coz i tot it was a pon... ok . i wont say it out . and a cobra . but thank god , nothing happened and we came out safely ..
ok then , hmmmm .. sports fiesta i saw my sweetheart ! (: soo hapiie . then on teachers day performance we performed th song right round and some jumpstyle song . was ok luhh . my makeup like wth ?? but nice luhh . well done RADICALXZ ! (:
then went to punggol park .. those idiotic rAFi , khy allen , tiger and navin pillay taped me to th swing ! F*** ! and sheril took a video and picture of it . -.- if only my sweetheart was there , HAH ! LOL .
and now im veri hapiie . coz .. sweetheart has been talking to me ! (: YAY ! (: and do you guys realised something ? 4 more days to my big day ! my 7th month (: last long sweetheart !
but then .. i am gonna be hospitalised from ytd till friday . my body damn weak . and my gastric damn pain . damn it . then ya. if th op success , i will be hyper and so . but if fail , i will be damn weak for th rest . tats all lorh .
and went to geylang to buy my baju raya . HAH ! Red colour . veri unglam rite ? ~ LOL.
now i've forgotten about GRAMMAR . my heart is onli for my sweetheart . (: he rocks my whole world ! (: ok then . im gonna sleep nnow . nights ppl ! (:

updating at last !! (:

Hey hey hey ppl. alot of ppl has been asking me to update.. so well, here i go..
well.. these few days, my feelings about tweetiie is increasing, but at th same time, well.. decreasing..
sobz.. anwar was saying imagine if tweetiie is 2 timing you? i punch his face at that moment sia.. from that moment onwards, oh well.. you-know..haha
my class tee name is DAR-LINGER !(: Haha.. and number is standard man.. 11 !! (: yeah.. haiz.. im feeling sad these few days.. to tell you guys the truth, i still got feelings for anteater.. haha.. dunno who, can ask me.. and yeah.. but usually assembly time, he flirt in front me.. F*** !! then, after that, i cried in front of vari.. LOL.. sobz.. ):
and hmmm.. i playing for th sports fiesta.. haha.. i miss anteater and tweetiie !! Argh !! i want my anteater.. and last friday i hugged tweetiie.. but th sad thing is that he neva hug back.. SOBZ!! ):
anggun, dun be too sad.. i know how you feel.. and i got a strong feeling that it will happen to me again.. haiz.. ): be cheerful yeah !! We will always be here for you syg !! LOVES !! (:
and hmmm.. me and anteater playing secretly staring game.. haha.. anwar kept saying, eh linger, why anteater keep looking a you uhh? you got affair wiib him izzzit?? Fuck you man anwar !!
oh well.. going off now.. doing th stupid research on LYDA SOUTHARD who is a killer like MARY MALOONEY.. ass hole.. chao-ing now.. loves!!

Finally dude..

Yo people. 2day is saturday. A relaxing day for me man. Just a recap on this week aites.
Monday got rehearsal for the performance for NDP thing. We did a singing + dance. We did th titles This is me, Boom boom pow and the jumpstyle song. It was damn tiring and sweaty man. I was wiping myself after a day of rehearsal. And guides, im in th squad. But tweetiie isnt and snoopy is in the squad. Why must it be snoopy and not tweetiie?! And on tweetiie's b'day, guess what i did? Well.. vari called his name and asked him to talk to me. then i was like tapping his back and say Hapiie b'day and changed to my full dress for th rehearsal.
Then, monday, wednesday and thursday had training for parade and th NDP thing. Idiot siott. Like damn tiring siaa.
Then, well, hmmm.. yeah. so we got into th finals for th NDP thing and th parade too. whoa i tell you uhh. On th real day of th both incident, scary sia. Tweetiie'e class was at th classroom blk and i was at th back row and all was like eh tweetiie, eh tweetiie!! I was smiling sia. then th performance, i stood near 2n7 for th singing and tweetiie was smiling and blushing like nobody's business. then th jumpstyle i did wrongly. Went back to sit wiib my class. wanted to sit behind geor. but got some1 i dun wanna see sitting there. so in th end, i just sat behind hafizh and beside tiger. Is tiger. Not tigger. hahas. well. onli some will understand though. and today went to see th msn. i wrote to tweetiie saying if he wants a hug 4 his b'day present? He say haha. kk hug ah. u sae wan. then i wrote ok. see me on tuesday. furthermore tuesday is my 6th month wiib tweetiie!! (: soo well. just give him 2 hugs lorh. hehe. okk. cant wait for tuesday peeps!! :)

Im finally well.. Thank god!!

Yo Yo Yo people. Hows life w/o me? Hahas. Kidding man. LOL. Aniways, Have not been going to school these hmmm.. lets see.. 3 days? Yeah. 3 days. LOL. Was having headache and well.. cough, fever, flu yeah. Soo. Hmmm... missed my lesson. the next minute, heard news about making class tee. $20. Design is being designed by C. Joey. I havent seen th design yet. So not sure nice annot lorh. -.- Well.. Hmmm.. Twinkliie has yet to talk to me.. Snoopy has not been talking to me ever since that day, that incident happened. Well. PRIVATE. And tweetiie is sick. Maybe 2mrw cant go skul. Sobz. :(:( Now kindda angry with some black fat ugly dogs from hell due to some reasons. ARGH!! I miss tweetiie manzz!! Can he recover quickly and i can see him?? I miss him during these 3 days manzz!! It is torturing me mans!! Well. Going off now. Tired. Nights in advance!! And my 6 months is in another hmmm.. 12 days? And tweetiie's b'day is in another 5 days!! Hapiie b'day in advance yeahs!! :D

Double happiness!!♥♥

Hello peeps. Just a quick and short post yeahs.. not feeling well..
Well, never went to skul just now. Not feeling well lorh. Got sore throat. feel like dying man. Aniways, these few days, i ans tweetiie(some1 of coz) ok ready.. :D Hahas. How hapiie i was? And i and Taufiq contact again!! Yeah! Ok. Time for medicine. Bye peeps!!