Emo all of a sudden..

Hello..
did i say i was hapiie just now?
yes i was..
but it was just now..
now,
different story uhh..
i dunno why..
it all started after ipw..
i suddenly had a very bad stomachache and i was damn dizzy..
i thinnk it is the effect of not well recovery..
ala..
heck care..
nobody cares..
after tat,
anwar and navin talked to me..
but all of a sudden,
i feel like shouting,
and i shouted at them..
i am like uncontrollable..
after tat,
i apologised and went back to my table..
after tat,
i cried..
i dunno why..
but i felt betta after crying..
but not tat gud..
i dunno why..
well,
after tat cd lesson..
ms teo said we earned $1200+..
i should be happily clapping,
but i m not in the mood..
well..
bell ring..
skul end..
i stayed back..
dunno 4 wat..
after tat,
i,syahidah all saw tat ammar and the rest were looking at the netball match..
i was like thinking,
who are they looking at?
syahidah said maybe the opponent team's gurls..
haha..
bt i no mood to laugh..
i was more not in the mood after tat..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him..
loads
loads
loads
loads!!
i m sad today..
i dunno why uhh..
i think it started after skul.
dunno y luh..
i miss him!!!!!
i m so sad i got to look at him but i cannot talk to him..
i smiled at him n he smiled back..
tat part,
mayb i m hapiie..
but today after skul,
i mostly m upset n no mood..
i wanna go now..
bye..
I MISS HIM LOADS!!