Hello Earthlings!
Hows life 4 all of you?Hows your result?Hope you all pass yea..I passed and improved!Thanqs to him!:)But i duno him lehs..Ever since tat incident,I neva talk to him readi..dunno wat happen to us luhh..Cant take it sia..Life is INCOMPLETE without him lehz..If only he knows how i feel yea..ala..duno luhh..
The holiday has started and there is a whole lot of things 4 me to do sia..SIANZ..Maybe i should put my schedule here in case i threw the forms away eh..Haha..Well..
2/6 Movie appreciation (Night at the museum 2) 12pm @AMK Hub. :)
3/6 n 4/6 Science remedial in school
4/6 Anderson campfire @ 7.30pm
7/6 Cheerleading practice 4 hockey match 4pm @ School foyer.
7/6-9/6 Under canvas camp @ Camp christine.
12/6 Roller blading @ East coast park 8am.
12/6 Hockey cheerleading at Sengkang Sports Complex. Germany VS Japan. Attire:Black and white!My fav. colours!:)
GGS Carnival(GG HQ) 8am to 5 pm.
See,alot right?Stress sia..
Today not feeling well lehs..Idiot luhh..1 whole week went arnd shouting and got sore throat lor..Feel like going out..but scared l8r see any1 how?Friday,i went to cp wif mum(as usual).My mum went to OCBC and i went to KFC to eat wif my bro..Halfway down,Saw 2 familiar faces..1 wearing green shirt wif school pants,the other home clothes.See,i scared something like tat happen again lor..Nvm luhh..Dunno wat to do now without him..life is bored without his company..Haizz..Nvm..Resting for the night now..
Nights every1!Have a nice rest and sweetest dreamz!:)
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I aM fEeLiNg BeTtA
Hello people..
Just wanna update about today..
Nothing much uhh..
I think i am beginning to accept the fact tat we are apart..but i still miss him n his company loads seriously..i miss him..
Today..
Pe..Ms neo took over..We played sponge ball..Hehe..Spongeball..:)haha..this is a secret between the e3 malay girls:)we ran and played..half way through,Thana n zuhair and gang were upstairs calling me and distracting me..Thana waved at me and teacher caught him..Haha..Pay attn luhh..Dun wave..Then ms neo talked alot to us luhh..Talked abt tat 3n6 will confurm beat us in studies luhh,must behave ourself in the holidays luhh..SIANZ..
Art..Hah..Ms tan came in 4 1 period only..She said she needed to go to 2n7 for IPW thingy thing luhh.Then 2 weirdos teachers came in and the whole class went out to slack and they neva scold..Yes uhh!Freedom!!:)
Recess..As usual..Saw him..Missed him..
Home econs..Ms rina and mdm fazilah last day..:'(took a picture and made cards 4 them..Will miss them lots..Feel like crying but no tears uhh..Cried ready yesterday..cause Mr wong leaving too:'(
2E3 WILL MISS MDM FAZILAH,MS RINA AND MR WONG!:(MR 4 HIS SCOLDING.MS RINA,4 HER..AHEM AHEM..MDM FAZILAH 4 HER GANGSTERISM..:)
Science..Nth much lor..Like tat lor..
Assembly..Saw him..But the weather was damn *@#$ing hot!!I was like fanning myself there..GOD!It was seriously hot..
After tat,went to see guiders..they distributed holiday activities..GOD!It was damn lot sia..Confurm come back will be black lor..Too many outdoor activities..And voice will confirm lost 1 lor..Got cheerleading!:(Haiz..
Tomoro take report book..Scared readi sia..Wish me all the best!:)
U all too all the best!
N nites!
Just wanna update about today..
Nothing much uhh..
I think i am beginning to accept the fact tat we are apart..but i still miss him n his company loads seriously..i miss him..
Today..
Pe..Ms neo took over..We played sponge ball..Hehe..Spongeball..:)haha..this is a secret between the e3 malay girls:)we ran and played..half way through,Thana n zuhair and gang were upstairs calling me and distracting me..Thana waved at me and teacher caught him..Haha..Pay attn luhh..Dun wave..Then ms neo talked alot to us luhh..Talked abt tat 3n6 will confurm beat us in studies luhh,must behave ourself in the holidays luhh..SIANZ..
Art..Hah..Ms tan came in 4 1 period only..She said she needed to go to 2n7 for IPW thingy thing luhh.Then 2 weirdos teachers came in and the whole class went out to slack and they neva scold..Yes uhh!Freedom!!:)
Recess..As usual..Saw him..Missed him..
Home econs..Ms rina and mdm fazilah last day..:'(took a picture and made cards 4 them..Will miss them lots..Feel like crying but no tears uhh..Cried ready yesterday..cause Mr wong leaving too:'(
2E3 WILL MISS MDM FAZILAH,MS RINA AND MR WONG!:(MR 4 HIS SCOLDING.MS RINA,4 HER..AHEM AHEM..MDM FAZILAH 4 HER GANGSTERISM..:)
Science..Nth much lor..Like tat lor..
Assembly..Saw him..But the weather was damn *@#$ing hot!!I was like fanning myself there..GOD!It was seriously hot..
After tat,went to see guiders..they distributed holiday activities..GOD!It was damn lot sia..Confurm come back will be black lor..Too many outdoor activities..And voice will confirm lost 1 lor..Got cheerleading!:(Haiz..
Tomoro take report book..Scared readi sia..Wish me all the best!:)
U all too all the best!
N nites!
Monday, May 25, 2009
In A lOsS oF wHaT tO dO
Well,hello people.
Can any of u tell me what to do?I seem to be in a loss now.Ever since just now.Well,1st thing 1st,my results.All passed.Except for Geog,E8 and Art,E8.I was semangat(enthu)to pass for some reasons.When i got my results,it was well..shocking 4 me.it was the 1st time i passed all my subjects except 4 2.It was due to some things or some1 i should say.Well,maybe i need to thank tat person 4 giving me happiness in my life and made me wanna pass.Thanks:)
Now,i feel like the whole world has come crashing down and that there is no more happiness,no hyper,no enthu.I wanna be quiet these few days.And if i opened my mouth or laughed,something is not right and tat i will cry.I would rather cry in my heart than cry out loud.At least if i cry in my heart,no1 will know except for me and my heart.Well,i dun wanna be remembered of the event and the unhappiness.The feeling shucks.It is simply unbearable.Having shared everything with him,now nobody to share it with.The feeling of losing him shucks!It can stick to my heart 4ever.i din expect it to end so soon.It has just started.It is hard to 4get.Though i may be happy in skul,but i m just putting on a brave front.
Inside it simply feels like bursting out to tears anytime.But it is not the right time to burst yet.I can still bottle it up.Still can..When cannot ready,tats it..Anything can happen..
Oh my,can any1 tell me wat to do?I simply miss him and his laughter lots.But wat to do?Like tat lor..I realli feel like shutting down now for awhile.So maybe i will update in a few weeks till o am betta.tats all for today.
Nitez.
Shutting down,crying and sad girl:(
Can any of u tell me what to do?I seem to be in a loss now.Ever since just now.Well,1st thing 1st,my results.All passed.Except for Geog,E8 and Art,E8.I was semangat(enthu)to pass for some reasons.When i got my results,it was well..shocking 4 me.it was the 1st time i passed all my subjects except 4 2.It was due to some things or some1 i should say.Well,maybe i need to thank tat person 4 giving me happiness in my life and made me wanna pass.Thanks:)
Now,i feel like the whole world has come crashing down and that there is no more happiness,no hyper,no enthu.I wanna be quiet these few days.And if i opened my mouth or laughed,something is not right and tat i will cry.I would rather cry in my heart than cry out loud.At least if i cry in my heart,no1 will know except for me and my heart.Well,i dun wanna be remembered of the event and the unhappiness.The feeling shucks.It is simply unbearable.Having shared everything with him,now nobody to share it with.The feeling of losing him shucks!It can stick to my heart 4ever.i din expect it to end so soon.It has just started.It is hard to 4get.Though i may be happy in skul,but i m just putting on a brave front.
Inside it simply feels like bursting out to tears anytime.But it is not the right time to burst yet.I can still bottle it up.Still can..When cannot ready,tats it..Anything can happen..
Oh my,can any1 tell me wat to do?I simply miss him and his laughter lots.But wat to do?Like tat lor..I realli feel like shutting down now for awhile.So maybe i will update in a few weeks till o am betta.tats all for today.
Nitez.
Shutting down,crying and sad girl:(
Friday, May 22, 2009
FiNaLly BaCk To My CoM aGaIn..
Hello earthlings..Soriie for not being here for long..i was too packed in my revisions for the exam..
Hope that all of us will pass yeah?
Damn loads of things happened between me and some people..I duno why all these happened between me and them..
Some include my close frenz,stead and all..
Well..Regarding my close fren..
She asked me to go to somewhere..but i told her my mum did not let..i felt bad towards her..then be4 going to school,my mum said that i could go..then,after paper,i wanted to look for her..but i had interaction thingy thing with ms teo and she asked me crap qns like do i have a stead?i was stumped at tat qn and lied to her,saying i had no stead.She looked at me disbelievingly..well..wat can i do?then we talked till 10.30.then i thought it was too late to find her..so i went with anngun,dilla all..i didnt expect her to be soo upset..its not tat i don like u..u are my bestiie overall rite?i have shared with u my happiness,sadness and gone out always,slack together,why shouldn i like u?i am realli soriie for whatever tat had happenad tat day..realli soriie..:(hope u will 4give me and nth will happen to our friendship yea?
Now..Regarding my stead..
But..before tat..i got sumting to share..
before the exams,i was realli stucked in my books and some problems..
people calling me ZEBRA,prank calling me..Kena case..damn lots luhh..
one morning,i reached skul,happily..then i sat down and some1(dun wanna mention name)called me ZEBRA!i was damn fuck up!!i was emo the whole day..then went home..1st thing,phone rang.i rushed to pick up.well..my parents called me the operator yea..kept picking up fonecalls..hehe..then tat person kept quiet.i put down and he called repeatedly..he said some stuffs and i got fed up,plucked out my fone cable.when i put back the cable,some1 called..i got angry and i scolded him.thinking that he was the 1 who kept prank calling me..but it was actually my friend..(realli soriie my friend..)
My stead..well..having some problems with him..i scared that either of us will fail..he and me once said tat if any of us fail..tats the end of our relationship..i m realli scared tat day will happen..i dun wan it to happen as it is too early..i was like scared throughout the exam period..i studied hard and he too did the same..i hope tat day will never happen..i dun wan..
well then..tats all lor..today got no skul..called my bestiie but she not at home..i m realli soriie gurl..realli realli soriie..u dun deserved to be treated like this..i m soriie for whateva tat has happened..
well..finally exams are over..i can relax coz i was tired for the past few days..stressing out with exams..hope tat nothing will happen in both my relationship and friendship..i m realli soriie n scared:(i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him loads!well..tats all..bye
Hope that all of us will pass yeah?
Damn loads of things happened between me and some people..I duno why all these happened between me and them..
Some include my close frenz,stead and all..
Well..Regarding my close fren..
She asked me to go to somewhere..but i told her my mum did not let..i felt bad towards her..then be4 going to school,my mum said that i could go..then,after paper,i wanted to look for her..but i had interaction thingy thing with ms teo and she asked me crap qns like do i have a stead?i was stumped at tat qn and lied to her,saying i had no stead.She looked at me disbelievingly..well..wat can i do?then we talked till 10.30.then i thought it was too late to find her..so i went with anngun,dilla all..i didnt expect her to be soo upset..its not tat i don like u..u are my bestiie overall rite?i have shared with u my happiness,sadness and gone out always,slack together,why shouldn i like u?i am realli soriie for whatever tat had happenad tat day..realli soriie..:(hope u will 4give me and nth will happen to our friendship yea?
Now..Regarding my stead..
But..before tat..i got sumting to share..
before the exams,i was realli stucked in my books and some problems..
people calling me ZEBRA,prank calling me..Kena case..damn lots luhh..
one morning,i reached skul,happily..then i sat down and some1(dun wanna mention name)called me ZEBRA!i was damn fuck up!!i was emo the whole day..then went home..1st thing,phone rang.i rushed to pick up.well..my parents called me the operator yea..kept picking up fonecalls..hehe..then tat person kept quiet.i put down and he called repeatedly..he said some stuffs and i got fed up,plucked out my fone cable.when i put back the cable,some1 called..i got angry and i scolded him.thinking that he was the 1 who kept prank calling me..but it was actually my friend..(realli soriie my friend..)
My stead..well..having some problems with him..i scared that either of us will fail..he and me once said tat if any of us fail..tats the end of our relationship..i m realli scared tat day will happen..i dun wan it to happen as it is too early..i was like scared throughout the exam period..i studied hard and he too did the same..i hope tat day will never happen..i dun wan..
well then..tats all lor..today got no skul..called my bestiie but she not at home..i m realli soriie gurl..realli realli soriie..u dun deserved to be treated like this..i m soriie for whateva tat has happened..
well..finally exams are over..i can relax coz i was tired for the past few days..stressing out with exams..hope tat nothing will happen in both my relationship and friendship..i m realli soriie n scared:(i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him loads!well..tats all..bye
Monday, May 18, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
So bored
Hello people..
im finally back..
my voice..
it sucks..you wanna hear?
i think its betta not to..haha..
aniways,got news tat my maths got 33/50..:)
hapiie sia..
i miss him loads lehs..how??
i m brking dwn soon..hehes..
my voice reali suck..
well..tats all..
gtg..
all the best 4 yr mye!:)
im finally back..
my voice..
it sucks..you wanna hear?
i think its betta not to..haha..
aniways,got news tat my maths got 33/50..:)
hapiie sia..
i miss him loads lehs..how??
i m brking dwn soon..hehes..
my voice reali suck..
well..tats all..
gtg..
all the best 4 yr mye!:)
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Today..
As usual..Hyper!:)
1st period..Maths..Fun sia..Got laughters all..was damn hyper..
English..boring but still hyper..
recess..neva saw him..i miss him sia..
i miss him
i miss him
loads!!
ipw..presented to the class..all of them shout THANA..f***
Science..nth much..
Cd..laughters all arnd the class!:)
After skul..
went to cp again..
before tat..
went to slack wif sing yong all..
they dared me to do something..
well..
it will be hard 4 me to do it..
then went to cp..
saw irfan,luqman at kfc..
then..
saw anthony,patrick and cheng ying..
they tickled and pinched me..
wtf..
then took my bag..
now,
i m gonna find my bag..
c u after mye..
all the best 4 mye!:)
i miss him!
1st period..Maths..Fun sia..Got laughters all..was damn hyper..
English..boring but still hyper..
recess..neva saw him..i miss him sia..
i miss him
i miss him
loads!!
ipw..presented to the class..all of them shout THANA..f***
Science..nth much..
Cd..laughters all arnd the class!:)
After skul..
went to cp again..
before tat..
went to slack wif sing yong all..
they dared me to do something..
well..
it will be hard 4 me to do it..
then went to cp..
saw irfan,luqman at kfc..
then..
saw anthony,patrick and cheng ying..
they tickled and pinched me..
wtf..
then took my bag..
now,
i m gonna find my bag..
c u after mye..
all the best 4 mye!:)
i miss him!
Yesterday..
Yesterday...
1st period..Mt..Damn boriing sia..
Geography..Nth much..Go through topics 4 mye..Hate geog!!
Recess..Saw him..miss him loads..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him..
History..BLABLABLA..
Maths..Was damn hyper like mad..dunno why..there were laughing,giggling and all..Damn hapiie and hyper sia..
El..Nth much..After skul..went compass..saw ammar and gang..haha..
K luhh..tats all for yesterday..i miss him
1st period..Mt..Damn boriing sia..
Geography..Nth much..Go through topics 4 mye..Hate geog!!
Recess..Saw him..miss him loads..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him..
History..BLABLABLA..
Maths..Was damn hyper like mad..dunno why..there were laughing,giggling and all..Damn hapiie and hyper sia..
El..Nth much..After skul..went compass..saw ammar and gang..haha..
K luhh..tats all for yesterday..i miss him
Saturday, May 2, 2009
3 days post together..
Hello people..
soriie for not updating for the past 3 days..
was feeling sick..so no choice but to rest..
well..just a quick update about the 3 days..
Thurday:
was hyper..
Pe..i was feeling hyper for the NAPFA test..i passed all with flying colours..:)Thanks to some1's encouragement of course..:)
Art..Neva bring paint so borrowed from georgina..but mostly is i colour..ala..heck care la..fail then fail lor..who ask her always eat up our recess?now,we 2e3 purposely wanna fail lor..what can she do?nothing right?
Recess..1st time sia she dismissed us on time..but too bad the exam is over..
Home ec..haiz..dun feel like talking abt it sia..but just talk lor..1st 2 periods was ok..i sat down alone..peace..hugged my elephant and had a rest..then..that stupid chao da distubed me saying that the pen was thana's...dun feel like saying it..if he only say till there,ok luhh..but this time round,he talked damn lots sia..talk about my family and stuffs..ass luhh..i whacked him alot of times readi..but he wont stop..so..i cannot control..i hugged anggun and deela and creid my piece..after tat..felt betta..
Science..Afiq was angry at deela and anggun and iylia for siding me..anwar also sided me..thanks guys..you all are the best buddies..
Assembly..nothing much happen lor..pay attn,sing the skul song and went home..no mood to talk about it..went home,feeling sick..Friday..No school..damn boring lor..but it is also a gud time for me to rest at home..but i miss him loads!!3 days wont see him sia..sobzz..:(:(i miss him lehz..Saturday Nothing much lor..i still miss him..well..i wanna rest now..wish me get well soon ehs?Love u!Nites..
soriie for not updating for the past 3 days..
was feeling sick..so no choice but to rest..
well..just a quick update about the 3 days..
Thurday:
was hyper..
Pe..i was feeling hyper for the NAPFA test..i passed all with flying colours..:)Thanks to some1's encouragement of course..:)
Art..Neva bring paint so borrowed from georgina..but mostly is i colour..ala..heck care la..fail then fail lor..who ask her always eat up our recess?now,we 2e3 purposely wanna fail lor..what can she do?nothing right?
Recess..1st time sia she dismissed us on time..but too bad the exam is over..
Home ec..haiz..dun feel like talking abt it sia..but just talk lor..1st 2 periods was ok..i sat down alone..peace..hugged my elephant and had a rest..then..that stupid chao da distubed me saying that the pen was thana's...dun feel like saying it..if he only say till there,ok luhh..but this time round,he talked damn lots sia..talk about my family and stuffs..ass luhh..i whacked him alot of times readi..but he wont stop..so..i cannot control..i hugged anggun and deela and creid my piece..after tat..felt betta..
Science..Afiq was angry at deela and anggun and iylia for siding me..anwar also sided me..thanks guys..you all are the best buddies..
Assembly..nothing much happen lor..pay attn,sing the skul song and went home..no mood to talk about it..went home,feeling sick..Friday..No school..damn boring lor..but it is also a gud time for me to rest at home..but i miss him loads!!3 days wont see him sia..sobzz..:(:(i miss him lehz..Saturday Nothing much lor..i still miss him..well..i wanna rest now..wish me get well soon ehs?Love u!Nites..
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