SORRY ...

Hello peeps . happy that i updated ? LOL . im down with fever .. haha . anyway , get back to the real topic yeah .
NOW .. i've been doing lots and lots and lots of thinking .. still , i feel angry and sad . why did i even accepted him in th 1st place ? we should have just been friends and mayb just closer abit , and not till stead , and now , all these wont have happened . i will still be able to joke with him , share stuffs with him and not afraid of it being let out of th bag and stuffs all . some ppl will know who . but if those who don't know , sorry but you cant know . i really wanna apologise to that person deeply . i know its very hard to accept . regardless of whether i am your 1st exx or not , i know i have hurt you very deeply and you wont be able to accept nor forgive me . but i seriously like you but as you know , im attched . tat was what caused th whole thing .. i am seriously really sorry .. i dunno what i can do to make you forgive me . i seriously dun want us to END this way . i miss all th fun times that we had .. really sorry deh .. i miss you lots man ..
kk . now nexxt topic ..
that crocy MIA for a few days sia . at least on normal days can uhh . but on our anniversary !! AHHHH . and he only informed me on msn 1 day l8r . -.-. he said . : hppy 9 mnths . srysry . go out nxt time . i went to malaysia . srry . -.- no comments ah . haha . piggy crocy . LOL .

Why are you liddat ?

Hey ppl . you know something ? _____ is lying about me to ______ ! what is his bloody problem seriously ? i have treated him as a close friend , and is this what i deserved ? he lied and caused me and ___ to fight for a night . its not that i wanna be a JUMPER ! Is coz i cant possibly stick to vari as she has para . i cant stick to ____ and ____ coz im attached , and i cant stick to th malay and chinese girls as i cant get along that well with them . and i cant stick to singyong as SOMEBODY will not like it . THAT CAUSED ME TO JUMP ! you think i had got nothing betta to do than to jump izzit ?! NOT HAPPY , DIRECTLY SAY FACE TO FACE LAH ! why must dun reply msg all ? and i have promised myself that i will try my best to be a good friend to EVERY1 . i dun wan th 5 of us to END this way by lying to each and evry1 of us . I DONT WANT ! thats all for today . im damn fucked up .

Im in pain ..

Hey ppl .. im back man .. just an update on whatever that has happened these few weeks , months , years and decades yeah .. haha ..
Ok then .. here i start .. (: Oh well, there was once , i went to this OCH . ( NOT ORCHARD ! (: ) wiib my loviing COUSINS . Haha . LOL. onli some understands . then saw this bird as big as an eagle sia . i got so freaking scared . coz i tot it was a pon... ok . i wont say it out . and a cobra . but thank god , nothing happened and we came out safely ..
ok then , hmmmm .. sports fiesta i saw my sweetheart ! (: soo hapiie . then on teachers day performance we performed th song right round and some jumpstyle song . was ok luhh . my makeup like wth ?? but nice luhh . well done RADICALXZ ! (:
then went to punggol park .. those idiotic rAFi , khy allen , tiger and navin pillay taped me to th swing ! F*** ! and sheril took a video and picture of it . -.- if only my sweetheart was there , HAH ! LOL .
and now im veri hapiie . coz .. sweetheart has been talking to me ! (: YAY ! (: and do you guys realised something ? 4 more days to my big day ! my 7th month (: last long sweetheart !
but then .. i am gonna be hospitalised from ytd till friday . my body damn weak . and my gastric damn pain . damn it . then ya. if th op success , i will be hyper and so . but if fail , i will be damn weak for th rest . tats all lorh .
and went to geylang to buy my baju raya . HAH ! Red colour . veri unglam rite ? ~ LOL.
now i've forgotten about GRAMMAR . my heart is onli for my sweetheart . (: he rocks my whole world ! (: ok then . im gonna sleep nnow . nights ppl ! (:

updating at last !! (:

Hey hey hey ppl. alot of ppl has been asking me to update.. so well, here i go..
well.. these few days, my feelings about tweetiie is increasing, but at th same time, well.. decreasing..
sobz.. anwar was saying imagine if tweetiie is 2 timing you? i punch his face at that moment sia.. from that moment onwards, oh well.. you-know..haha
my class tee name is DAR-LINGER !(: Haha.. and number is standard man.. 11 !! (: yeah.. haiz.. im feeling sad these few days.. to tell you guys the truth, i still got feelings for anteater.. haha.. dunno who, can ask me.. and yeah.. but usually assembly time, he flirt in front me.. F*** !! then, after that, i cried in front of vari.. LOL.. sobz.. ):
and hmmm.. i playing for th sports fiesta.. haha.. i miss anteater and tweetiie !! Argh !! i want my anteater.. and last friday i hugged tweetiie.. but th sad thing is that he neva hug back.. SOBZ!! ):
anggun, dun be too sad.. i know how you feel.. and i got a strong feeling that it will happen to me again.. haiz.. ): be cheerful yeah !! We will always be here for you syg !! LOVES !! (:
and hmmm.. me and anteater playing secretly staring game.. haha.. anwar kept saying, eh linger, why anteater keep looking a you uhh? you got affair wiib him izzzit?? Fuck you man anwar !!
oh well.. going off now.. doing th stupid research on LYDA SOUTHARD who is a killer like MARY MALOONEY.. ass hole.. chao-ing now.. loves!!

Finally dude..

Yo people. 2day is saturday. A relaxing day for me man. Just a recap on this week aites.
Monday got rehearsal for the performance for NDP thing. We did a singing + dance. We did th titles This is me, Boom boom pow and the jumpstyle song. It was damn tiring and sweaty man. I was wiping myself after a day of rehearsal. And guides, im in th squad. But tweetiie isnt and snoopy is in the squad. Why must it be snoopy and not tweetiie?! And on tweetiie's b'day, guess what i did? Well.. vari called his name and asked him to talk to me. then i was like tapping his back and say Hapiie b'day and changed to my full dress for th rehearsal.
Then, monday, wednesday and thursday had training for parade and th NDP thing. Idiot siott. Like damn tiring siaa.
Then, well, hmmm.. yeah. so we got into th finals for th NDP thing and th parade too. whoa i tell you uhh. On th real day of th both incident, scary sia. Tweetiie'e class was at th classroom blk and i was at th back row and all was like eh tweetiie, eh tweetiie!! I was smiling sia. then th performance, i stood near 2n7 for th singing and tweetiie was smiling and blushing like nobody's business. then th jumpstyle i did wrongly. Went back to sit wiib my class. wanted to sit behind geor. but got some1 i dun wanna see sitting there. so in th end, i just sat behind hafizh and beside tiger. Is tiger. Not tigger. hahas. well. onli some will understand though. and today went to see th msn. i wrote to tweetiie saying if he wants a hug 4 his b'day present? He say haha. kk hug ah. u sae wan. then i wrote ok. see me on tuesday. furthermore tuesday is my 6th month wiib tweetiie!! (: soo well. just give him 2 hugs lorh. hehe. okk. cant wait for tuesday peeps!! :)

Im finally well.. Thank god!!

Yo Yo Yo people. Hows life w/o me? Hahas. Kidding man. LOL. Aniways, Have not been going to school these hmmm.. lets see.. 3 days? Yeah. 3 days. LOL. Was having headache and well.. cough, fever, flu yeah. Soo. Hmmm... missed my lesson. the next minute, heard news about making class tee. $20. Design is being designed by C. Joey. I havent seen th design yet. So not sure nice annot lorh. -.- Well.. Hmmm.. Twinkliie has yet to talk to me.. Snoopy has not been talking to me ever since that day, that incident happened. Well. PRIVATE. And tweetiie is sick. Maybe 2mrw cant go skul. Sobz. :(:( Now kindda angry with some black fat ugly dogs from hell due to some reasons. ARGH!! I miss tweetiie manzz!! Can he recover quickly and i can see him?? I miss him during these 3 days manzz!! It is torturing me mans!! Well. Going off now. Tired. Nights in advance!! And my 6 months is in another hmmm.. 12 days? And tweetiie's b'day is in another 5 days!! Hapiie b'day in advance yeahs!! :D

Double happiness!!♥♥

Hello peeps. Just a quick and short post yeahs.. not feeling well..
Well, never went to skul just now. Not feeling well lorh. Got sore throat. feel like dying man. Aniways, these few days, i ans tweetiie(some1 of coz) ok ready.. :D Hahas. How hapiie i was? And i and Taufiq contact again!! Yeah! Ok. Time for medicine. Bye peeps!!

I hate her loads!!

Hello people. I just wanna say and inform you guys that i hate YELLOW. You-know the YELLOW colour?? I hate that colour man. That person suck man!~!~ Argh!!
And well.. Me and T.. Nth much.. you-know.. Anand was like asking me Eh linger, what will you do if T ask 4 patch uhhs?? I was like.. You think he wanna ask uhhs?? Ass hole luhh the idiot gays. And anand called me what you know? He cAll me the HORNY LITTLE GIRL!! Fuck him sial!! He think he not horny mehsZ? He more worse sia. Horny like mad.. Just now at bubble tea shop, be4 going 4 Track and Field, he shouted LINGER HORNY to the whole tamil gang. And T was there!! Fuck luhh!!
Like idiot sia.. And Ytd, i was sitting at the window, then, T , Hiz, And Zuhair were at the science block there. Then T was staring inside 2E3 and i angrily closed the window and my hand was stucked there!! Fuck, Fuck and Fuck!! Argh!! Idiot ass.
Just now, Went to track and field.. then saw some1 there.. duno who can ask me. I can tell you guys. but private man. Then vari was like Linger, i wanna confess something to you. i was like shuddup luhh you. =.= then, yellow said got fever. =.= Like i give a damn about it?? Now, im in cp library wiib izzah. Hahaz. Nth to do mahs.. Hahas. K luhh.. C you guys soon yeah. Love you!!

FiNally im out and free.. :D

Yo yo yo people..
Guess how m i feeliing now? Sad? Felt like crying?
Hahas.. no man.. ever since last night, i was in deep deep deep thought.. The 1st qn that appeared in my mind was.. Do i like T? Hehe.. Nth betta to think about.. lols.. Well.. Wanna know my answer? Its yeah.. but.. wait.. that was onli for a few months.. After that, i n him slowly faded away and well.. feelings too fade away.. like they always say.. long or far distance relationship wont work out well.. So.. its partly his fault that we broke.. not totalli S's fault. Soriie yeah S.. For accusing you.. Then.. furthermore.. he was damn idiotic shy you-know.. who wont get fed up? No offence yeah T.. but you seriously is damn f***ing shy.. think what? Got gold in your mouth uhhs? Must at least talk also rite.. oh well.. thats how i 4get him.. but there were good memories about him be4 the v'day though.. there was once he bought a rose from heikel for $4 and gave it to me.. who wont be touched? And 1 day be4 v'day,we went out.. that was the best outing ever.. and when once, i cried due to some private reasons, he and S sent me home.. See.. he can be a gud stead.. its just that hes shy.. =.='' haiz.. today, got alot alot of free lessons!! WOOHOO!! Was damn hyper and laughing all the way till the end of the day.. Early in th morning onli see T's face ready sia.. but surprisingly.. no effect on me!! :D That means i have 4gotten him!! We.. then ya.. liddat onli lorhs.. hope that 2mrw teacher neva come ehs.. hehe.. what a bad student this is.. hahas.. aniways, gotta go now.. bye peeps.. :D

Stuck here.. Somebody help..

Hello guys..
Well.. these few days have been a torturing day for me yeahs.. Well.. Just a short recap.. Anwar suggested a.. oh well.. not so smart and not so stupid idea to solve my problems.. Guess whats his idea? He said Eh linger. You go and ask S to spar wiib T and who wins will get you. And i was like eh hello. What do you think i am? A sweet izzit huh? A sweet that whoever wins the match will get it? Idiot luhh walao..
Aniways,just now went to see them spar and T won.. :D S didnt know how to defend sia.. He was like he know luhh how to defend.. But he doesnt know how to fight back. Hahas.. Well.. Just now went to slash and my wrist was like bleeding like mad.. Lols.. Then.. Hmmm.. Yeah thats all.. T is gonna talk to me 2mrw.. I guess so..

DuNNo What To do.. Sobz,,

Hellu guys..
feeling extremely down today..it was supposed to be my 5 month today..whenever i think of it,i will feel like crying seriously..i will always think.. Have he ever thought of my feelings before making that decision? Cant we talk 2gether and solve the problem 2gether?Well.. I went on9 and i saw these msges by Thana..

ehh sry ah
emm
satheesh like u ah so he like veri irritating
he beg me
so i break ah
u dun cry ah OK
sry
ya so when satheesh ask stead u accept ah
kkae
dun cry

Well..what do you guys think about it? So.. The whole thing was thanks to that Satheesh.. Argh!!!! I am damn fucking angry now.. Feel like talking to Thana.. but scared he shy.. I dun wan us to end this way.. Well.. I did something hurtful to me and my hand.. but it still cant take away my pain.. Haiz.. Feeling seriously sad now.. Friday i was like saw ncc and felt like crying.. Nvm.. Tats for all..

i'm feeling dreadful seriously

Hello people. 

Aniways,today im feeling dreadful. It was the most sad and unpredictable day that i ever had. 

Just a recap on today. Im now in library having it lesson. Be4 that, some funny things and sad and dreadful things happened. 

El and science.. Nth happened. 

Maths. Navin,me,anwar and anand were in a group together. then we were talking about you-know horny things. Hahaz. Then,Navin sat on a chair and the chair broke!! The whole class was laughing like mad!! 

Then recess time,my feeling was not good ready. I knew that something would happen. I went to the class at 10.20 and saw thana there. At 1st i was hapiie. But when he suddenly looked for anwar and when anwar came back,my feeling was that something realli bad is gonna happen. Then,true to my feelings, thana asked anwar to tell me that he wanna break. Then,my tears rolled down and my mind was like PANG! and blank. Well,thats it then. I am feeling dreadful right now. 

i'm back

Hello people..im back after a long long long break.Hahaz..Well,the school has reopened and it was quite bored..
Well,changed new timetable. Pe on tuesday, D&T on friday from 8.35 to 10.10. Hahas. The good thing is that,there's AIR-CON in the room!! :D Imagine that? Cooling right? I,anand,anwar,wynn and Si Qi sat 2gether. Si Qi was paying attn and i 4 th 1st time,paid attn too. Surprisingly yeah. Hehe. On the 1st day of school reopen,thana neva come. I was like sad the whole day and luckily,the next day he came!! ;D. Well,what date is it today? Hmm.. 6th of July. Well, 2 more days to Iylia's 1 Y 3 M. Last long yeah! :D and 5 more days to my 5 months wiib THANA!! :D Hope we can last long yeah..
Hmmm.. Anything happen? Well, 1st day of skul, take temperatures and stuffs and found out that alot others also cut bangs. Then,thana never come. 2nd day,take temperature and stuff always. then had pe and n7 was always making those noises and when i looked,thana waved and smiled. Hahas. As usual. Steads what.. :D then mt and stuffs and yeah. then continue everiday lorh. Everyday i see him,he will always have a sweet smile. hahas. then,feel hapiie lorh. aniways,wednesday went to see doc and he said my body was weak and had to be admitted AGAIN !! ARGH!! Ass hole.. Nvm.. its in september maybe,? Still long uhhs. All of you take cares yeah. dont be like me. C you 2mrw. ;D

Yos..

Hello peeps..Soriie gone too long yeah..Got admitted at kk hospital for The Worst GASTRIC i ever had. Sobz.. Well..i dunno what to post lehz.. School is gonna open soon and my hw are not done. C? I so good rite? Hahas.. Well,2mrw is gonna be A long tiring day 4 me.. Theres the gg carnival from 8-5. Sobz.. And after that,going to my neighbour house to have buffet. He is gonna get married. Congratz. :D and oh well,running off now..Going to rush through my pile of hw..C u guys soon!;D Miss you guys!

sOOOO Sad!!;(

Hey people. You know what?? My mum cut my fringe to bangs!!Ass right??She said that i looked like a pontianak if i put down my fringe and so she cut!! Aniways, people, look at the blog that was posted be4 this post. :D Got anything,just msg or call me!:D

Name 16 friends and answer the following questions
1. Syahidah
2. Sing Yong
3. Ashvari
4. Sheerein
5. Iylia
6. Anggun
7. Nurul
8. Syahirah
9. Clarissa
10. Fazrina
11. Radhiyah
12. Anwar
13. Khairul
14. Ammar
15. Thana
16. Navin

1. How did you meet 12?(Anwar)
He? Hahaks. He was a big clown in our class 1E3.

2.What would happen if you had never meet 15?(Thana)
Hmm.. Then i guess.. there will be no 110209.. Hahaks..

3. How close are you with 2,3 and 4?(Ashvari,Sing Yong and Sheerein)
We? Hmm.. Quite close uhhs..

4. What would you do if 11 and 3 dated?(Radhiyah and Ashvari)
Eeeps.. That will never happen.. Both are girls..

5. Do you think 10 is attractive?(Fazrina)
Faz? speedboat? Yeah she's quite attractive yeah. :D

6. Are 13 and 14 your friends?(Khairul and Ammar)
Yeah.. No matter what,they will still be my friends. :D

7. Is 16 attached?(Navin)
Him? Yeah. Wiib a sec 1 netballer. Name.. Roxxxx......???Hahaks. Secret uhhs..

8. Are you and 1 close?(Syahidah)
Yeah. We always decide to go 4 CCA or not 2gether. ;D

9. Is 5 attached?(Iylia)
Yeah. She is attached. So guys dont steal her away yeah. Hahaks.

10. What would you like to tell 15 now?(Thana)
Hmm.. well.. I miss you! ;D

11. What language does 6,7 and 8 speaks?(Anggun,Nurul and Syahirah)
Hmm.. Malay luhhs. They are the Malay gang what. Plus Iylia. :D

12. Is 14 your best friend?(Ammar)
He? Err.. Yeah.. Quite luhhs..

13. Is 9 the same CCA as you?(Clarissa)
You bet! :D

14. When was the last time you spoke to 12?(Anwar)
Hmm.. About a moment ago?

15. Have you been out with 15?(Thana)
Yupp. We went out just 3 days after we stead. After the cross country. ;D

16. Have you ever hated 13?(Khairul)
Him? No. Hes a harmless guy.

17. Do you know who 10 and 2 like?(Fazryna and Sing Yong)
Yupp. Speedboatt!!:D And.... Secret uhhs;D

18. If you had $600,who would you spend it on?
1-16!:D They are all my friends. Especially 15! ;D

BaCk AgAiN

Hello people..im back after a terrible damn sore throat and a fever.Just a recap on what has happened.
Yesterday..
Before campfire,something happened.Hahaks.Private and confidential uhhs.Hehe.Then,went to the school.It was damn big lorh.Then,saw gays ther.-.-Childish gays.Then,went for refreshments and we were the 1st school to have refreshments.Imagine that?Cool sia.Hahaks.Then,went home,bathe and sleep.:D

FuNnY dAy!:D

Hey guys!Soriie for not updating for so long yeah.Was sick uhh..Not recovering yet sia..ASS..Aniways,i enjoyed myself during the hockey match and the rollerblading!:D.Just a recap yeah.

Rollerblading♥

Reported @ 8 at YCK bus interchange.Went there wiib Syahidah,Rong Xuan and Wiifey.Reached there and blablabla.Went rollerblading wiib Syahidah,Sufairah,Sakinah.Sarmila and iiqah.Among them,only i and Sufairah are the experts.Experts luhh..Hahaks.Then,i taught Syahidah to rollerblade.Her legs was damn wobbly sia.So cute.Hahaks.Then when she stabilised ready,she looked at my face and she laughed and fell.I was like can you dont see my face so that you will not fall?Then she say my face was cute thats why she fell.I was like Huh??Cute??Then,went rounding with the whole gang and played catching wiib Syahidah and Sufairah.I fell at this particular spot and badly scraped myself.Who says experts cant fall?I was like OUCH!PAIN SIA!!Hahaks.Then dismissed at 1.10.so late sia.Then,sat in bus and the whole gang got a seat and got a sleep.Thats all.. zzzzz..

Hockey Match♥

After we were dismissed,i and syahidah went to compass to have a light lunch at KFC.Then talked about stuffs and vari msged asking if i was going?I lied and said no.Then,went to school and she saw me and was like HUH?Linger came??And she tored my bag.Hahaks.Its nth luhh girl.Only a b'day present.Then made our way to swimming complex and shouted like mad.Guides what.Hyper luhh.Hahaks.Then,went to compass rounding and i discovered that my voice was almost gone!I was like WTF?!Then went rounding and saw shameer and he was like carrying his baby sister and so gentle towards her.So sweet.Then near 7-11,something happened.Vari,just dont repeat the same mistake.

Outside compass..

We were walking at the junction near anwar's blk when an accident happened.I was like so stunned.And i stood there quiet for a few mins.Imagine that?Cool right??Witnessing a real accident LIVE right infront of you!!Then,talk talk talk and vari missed 2 buses.Hahaks.Yeah.Thats all.Now,im gonna look at the guides multiply to look at pics which left lots of memories.Especially the 1 at TKPS.Now,my mum cancelled my hp the idd call!!SHUCKS!!so if you guys call me and i duno who you are,then soriie.

Now,to the girls going for the Wee Kim Wee challenge,ALL THE BEST YEAH!:D.YOU GUYS MUST MAKE SKY GUIDES PROUD!!:)Now,im gonna rest.2mrw still got St. Nichs campfire and must lose voice again.So,signing off now.Bye people.Take cares.Hope that i will get well soon ehk?Got anything,just msg or call my hp.

BaCk FrOm CaMp..

Hey guys!Im finalli back after the 3D2N camp.Ive had experiences with INSECTS!There were bees,red ants,cockroach,grasshoppers,wasps,dragonflies and black ants(It hurts when they bit okay!)Im hurt all over and sick after the camp..Just a short recap yea on the camp.

Day 1♥

Went to school at 7.Met sakinah,sufairah,sarmila and iqah on the way to school..then sufairah 4got her sleeping bag!God!Tats the most impt thing of the camp!Haha..Then,off our way to camp christine!Prepare fot the worst people.Then listened to my song yea..hehe.then reached there,placed our bags down and off to work!Pitched tent and the ants were also busy!BUSY ATTACKING US!!Then 12.30 lunch.Mdm rabia did the cooking.But i missed my mum's cooking!Haha..Well,its normal.Girls out 4 camp what..Right?Like that luhh..After lunch went to make the baggage rack,shoe rack and clothes line.I was in charge of the shoe rack,Xaverie in charge of the clothes line and Syahidah in charge of the baggage rack.Then blablabla till 6.Oh ya,4got to tell you guys.Syahidah was the patrol leader(PL sehh..)..hahas..then outdoor cooking.Were told to cook Bee hoon soup.It...was a success....but.......TASTELESS..Haha..Lol..then we were told to finish the whole pot amongst 6 of us and i broke a record!I ate a total of 6 SERVINGS!God.Imagine how full i was??Haha..then,bath time!Finally!!With the cooling water..Then,bed time!I thought we could rest well..but we went to the tent and saw the 4 girls sleeping near the door,leaving me and syahidah to sleep near the baggage rack,where it is attacked by ANTS!ASS RIGHT?!Then i went to the toilet to wash my bag as it was also attacked.Then,i was so fucked up that i cried and told my Message Companion(MC) and ms kwok abt it.My MC replied:WTF?!Like that also can uhh?You go slap them luhh..Bitch sia!K luhh..dun cry readi luhh..l8r you eyes swollen how?Haha..thanks yeah buddy..:DThen slept at a spare tent..onli 2 of us.Lights off!

Day 2♥

Woke up at 6.45 then ran 4 rounds and breakfast.Ate 4 breads and 3 eggs.Then inspection and blavblabla..till outdoor cooking.DISASTER!I onli like the dumpling,garlic bread and kebaba onli.Then eat eat eat,till 4.then got wide games..like amazing race like that luhh.Quite fun luhh.The funny thing is that each of our patrols hid each others' clues.Haha.LOL..Girls out 4 camp what..Like that luhh..Then,i and sing yong were shouting like hell.Then we need to perform a senario:"I was eating curry puff and the powerpuff guides bumped into me and my puff dropoped.Then,they asked my name and i said LINGER coldly.Turned around and another guide bumped me and my puff dropoped again.Ass right?Haha.then i extort money from her,slap her.[Act gangster yea.its normal.i m a gangster in home:P]The next day i wanted revenge.I saw them and they were singing a song LINGER.I was touched and i joined them."Can you believe there a song titled my name?After every campfire they will sing and all will stare and laugh at me.Then,washed the toilet got lots of cricket and the girls got scared.~GIRLS~what and off to sleep!

Day 3♥

Woke up at 7.GOD!were late!Then breakfast,strike of tent,again,ANT ATTACK!Then,prize presentation.Got spagetti,the sauce and a few more stuffs.Boriing.Then,made our way home!Home sweet home!:D And to vari,rmb our promise to sarmila yea.friendship means more than anything!Friendship can last 4ever but not RELATIONSHIPS!:D..Now,im intending to cut my fringe..And thanks to my MC 4 keeping me company and i will get well soon.Thanks.:DNow,im scanning through my msg,Got lots of msg from duno who!!,aidil and taufiq!I miss them man!Im soriie yea duno who!! you have asked me to delete but i will not delete till its the right time.It left too much memories.Though you have change no and neva contact,but if you wanna talk to me,u can call or msg me.Im still your friend and you too are still my friend what.I will not msg you unless you msg me.Rest assurd.Now,Im looking at this touching msg:I wrote your name in the sky but the wind blow it away.I wrote your name in the sand but the sea wash it away.I wrote your name in my heart and 4ever it will stay!.Hope so yea.No comment.Now,im off to sleep.Nights people!

ThIs AnD tHaT..

Hello people..
Just finished packing 4 tomorrow's camp..IDIOT!There was a sudden change in the date and i was like:"Huh?!What the @#$*!!"Well lets talk about that l8r..
Now..Lets talk about yesterdays campfire..hahaks..reached there @ 7.05,still early..went rounding awhile and sat awhile with my hyper companion..Hehe..then got mosquito bite.SHUCKS!Ass..then i and syahidah went in..We were the last school to reach..so PS..then we had to go through a shaky bridge made of the gadgets..i was like.."OMG.Can all of us cross?It looks soooo damn shaky sia.."I and syahidah and iqah and gang were like shaking sia..but finally crossed..Thank god..Nth happen..Or else..hahaks..then the campfire was in the hall..STYLO SIA i thought..GOT AIR CON..CONFURM RICH 1 LOR..hehe..now lets proceed to the main events..i was like shouting my voice and heart out and laughing when i and syahidah saw these 4 guys,from scouts,dancing like GAYS!I got reminded of ANWAR and i said to syahidah:"Eh,maybe anwar should join them"and she was laughing her ass off..then there were performamce by NCC,student councillors and games..then the student councillors were dancing in couple and holding hands and syahidah was like:"Eh linger,imagine ko ngan ahem ahem buat mcm tu.."Hahaks i was laughing like mad..Syahidah,takleh angkat luhh please..hehe:)then i lost my voice..gr8!then went home with ms kwok @ 10.30..reached home,have a bath and thought of sleeping when this guy msged me and talked to him till 1 be4 lights off!:)
Today..Got civil defence course..damn fun!reached there @ 8.30..Lecture about fire till 11.15..bored..meanwhile,luckily i got some1 to msg with..hehe..then went 4 lunch..Vari called Khai,i called syahidah..then Khai conferenced with ammar and Vari's face was like totally changed sia..Vari,relax..then,went back to lecture..Got Cpr..hehe..then sheerein was like eh linger,imagine if ahem ahem does it on you..i was like..???then went back to lecture..theres this guy,named isuan..and sheerein was like OMG is that izhwan?I was like..EEW..No..Izhwan isnt an adult yet please..then lecture and test till 4 then went home..then received msg tomoro got camp!I tot it was on SUNDAY??then Ms Loh said is tomoro..I was like OMG!!I HAVENT STARTED PACKING..!SHITT!!then went home and packed..then got a few things missing..went to Cp with syahidah to buy all the things and went home continue packing..Well..finally i m all readi to go 4 camp tomoro!:)Hope that THE SEC 1S WILL NOT SHOW ATTITUDE!!:@ASS..Nvm..will update in another 3 days time..I hope soo..Will miss you guys!And to HIM,soriie if i had been irritating and thanks 4 all the wonderful moments and please luhh eh..dun think i still like you..i like you as a fren jekk luhh eh..ok..lights off!Got anything,just contact me..Love you guys!:)

Go Or NoT tO gO??

Hello people..
Well..today..im feeling more worse than yesterday..ala..heck care luhh..just a recap on today..
Today..woke up @ 8 in the morning,have a bath and off to skool..got science remedial..then reached school at 10.05..sat on the bench outside 3E1,where NCC is inside..and talked to georgina..slowly,the whole gang came..Anwar(the big shemale:)),Anggun(the sweet 1),iylia and netballers(the hyper 1s),Tiger(The lightning hair)hahas..N Joey Cheng(The hyper 1)..hehe..talked and talked..be4 we realised,it was already 10.45!SHUCKS!WE WERE LATE!and the teacher was Mr Koh..Ncc Teacher..NCC here,NCC there..Haiz..we went in and saw rAFi,hanafi,Anand and Ryan(Surprisingly) and n7 gang..then sat down,paid attn a while and RIING!Its time to go home!:)Then i,anggun,tiger and anwar waited for rAFi at the rock climbing..was having fun when anwar kept looking at 3rd floor and i looked too..i saw shafiq 1n7 on n8,whatever class it is,looking towards our direction..then anwar said:"Eh linger,why tat guy kept staring at you uhh?Entah2 dier minat eh.."Ala anwar,heck care luhh..ako cumer SPS:)then tiger got caught by ms neo for his lightning hair..hahaks..then went rounding awhile and went home..feeling sick..then went home,remembered got campfire at 7.30 tonight..i and syahidah were like to go or not to go?Hahaks..then our final decision is.................GO!:)I thought of it and i think its good 4 me to go so that i can scream out all my troubles..haiz..it has been 9 days since he talked..i hope that he will contact me..:(haiz..well..time check its 17.53pm and i m off 4 my campfire..well..nights in advance guys!!Hope that i can get well and he will contact me pleasssseee..i miss him!!Haiz..Well..gotta go..

DaMn FrEaKiNg BoReD aNd TiReD

Hey guys..
how has your 6 days of holidays been?Mine was damn sick and upsetting..i miss his company lots..Nvm..today woke up,feeling abit feverish..checked temperature,37.9..heck care luhhs..then went for breakfast with Georgina and 2 shemales..haha..(Soriie guys!!)then went to school 4 science remedial..tot of not going..ala..just go luhh..then Mdm Irene Yeo talked lots of crap about atoms and stuffs..felt bored then she said:"When school reopens,sec 2 express will take 2 weeks to do the chapter atoms again and sec 2 na will take 4 weeks.."and i was like HUH?2 WEEKS??God..Nvm..hope that school wont reopen so fast..Then went home feeling more sick..I miss him lehz..If only we are still 2gether,he will talk to me,making me feeling better..but now?Ala..dunno what happen luhh..In school just now,there was NCC camp and thana was in class and he saw me outside,waved at me and senior asked him to do pushup..God..I hate pushups..Haiz..then..ya..like that lor..
To the 3 fighting girls,i need to talk to the 3 of you on sunday,before the camp..i think i know whats the reason that caused the 3 of you to fight..each of you have your own bad and good points which people might like and dislike..Nvm..will talk to you all on sunday..
Lets see..Next up on my schedule is Anderson campfire tomorrow..need to shout and all..ahem hem hem..see,no voice..and the timing is 7.30PM..Night lehs..Haiz..Nvm..luckily i still got my laughing companion..Hahas..confurm will be good and hyper..Insyaallah..Haiz..why did things come to an end like this??
Nvm luhh..i think i wanna rest..hope that i can talk to him..i miss him..well..i m gonna rest and not consuming any medicines..NO!Medicines SHUCKS!!they are so bitter and i can vomit..eeww..nvm..time check..its 12.42pm and i m gonna rest..hope that nothing bad will happen to me in the rest of the day..Have a nice day!:)

FuN aT 1st BuT sLoWlY..

Hello people..
Im back after a day of girls day out!:)
Well..overall my day..well..not so bad..but right..it had been awhile and i saw the calendar,it had already been 8 days ever since..well..nvm..my days and mood was horrible without him seriously..i miss him loads lehz..i felt like crying seriously..SOBZ..:(:(
Nvm..lets not talk about tat..Today..the movie..wait..lets talk about in the bus on the way to AMK hub..hahas..well..bus went pass somewhere..syahidah kacau me till i was damn pissed off sia..then listened to her MP3,my song..something like that..Yea..then reached there,saw sheerein..was alone..then saw my stead,Vari and Sing yong..lets dont talk about it..Then,we went to games shop..the 1 like timezone,got the jackpot thing then got the sweets..then these 3 girls,went to pick up all the sweets..n i n sheerein were like..OMG..Do we know them?Tats not all..we went down to fairprice and went to bought some snacks and went to pay at the cashier..Xaverie was taking out her wallet and all her sweets dropped on the floor and syahidah was like picking up all the sweets and i n sheerein were laughing like mad..The moviie..the 1st part be4 the movie start,we saw commercial on Ice Age 3..Haha..was damn freaking funny..i n syahidah laughed till we rolled on the floor..then the Night At The Museum 2..There were these 2 monkeys,slapping the guys non-stop and the guy slapped them back and i,sheerein and syahidah was laughing like mad..GOD..I didnt expect us to be like that..then after the show,we went back by 86..On the bus,HAHAHA..there was this indian guy,who kept staring at sheerein NON-STOP!!He kept looking till he went down the bus and smiled at her..I n syahidah were laughing like mad!!:)Then,reached compass,saw lots of NPCC from other school..Syahidah was like asking me to beware if ltr suddenli some1 popped out,then....i was damn pissed off..but no1 popped out..haiz..Tats all..
I MISS HIM!!GOD!!ITS DAMN FREAKING HARD TO 4GET!!
Haiz..Nvm..i will try..Tomorrow got Ncc camp in skul n i got remedial..-.-..Haiz..
N to my 3 fighting sweethearts,here is an advice from me to the 3 of you..the 3 of u have been 2gether through thick and thin..So,why let a GIRL destroy your friendship?The 3 of you might want to find some time to talk privately among yourselves..All the best!:)
Well..its time for me to have a break..time check,its 11.27..Nites every1!I MISS HIM LEHZ..:(:(

DuNnO wHaT tO dO nExT..

Hello Earthlings!
Hows life 4 all of you?Hows your result?Hope you all pass yea..I passed and improved!Thanqs to him!:)But i duno him lehs..Ever since tat incident,I neva talk to him readi..dunno wat happen to us luhh..Cant take it sia..Life is INCOMPLETE without him lehz..If only he knows how i feel yea..ala..duno luhh..
The holiday has started and there is a whole lot of things 4 me to do sia..SIANZ..Maybe i should put my schedule here in case i threw the forms away eh..Haha..Well..
2/6 Movie appreciation (Night at the museum 2) 12pm @AMK Hub. :)
3/6 n 4/6 Science remedial in school
4/6 Anderson campfire @ 7.30pm
7/6 Cheerleading practice 4 hockey match 4pm @ School foyer.
7/6-9/6 Under canvas camp @ Camp christine.
12/6 Roller blading @ East coast park 8am.
12/6 Hockey cheerleading at Sengkang Sports Complex. Germany VS Japan. Attire:Black and white!My fav. colours!:)
GGS Carnival(GG HQ) 8am to 5 pm.
See,alot right?Stress sia..
Today not feeling well lehs..Idiot luhh..1 whole week went arnd shouting and got sore throat lor..Feel like going out..but scared l8r see any1 how?Friday,i went to cp wif mum(as usual).My mum went to OCBC and i went to KFC to eat wif my bro..Halfway down,Saw 2 familiar faces..1 wearing green shirt wif school pants,the other home clothes.See,i scared something like tat happen again lor..Nvm luhh..Dunno wat to do now without him..life is bored without his company..Haizz..Nvm..Resting for the night now..
Nights every1!Have a nice rest and sweetest dreamz!:)

I aM fEeLiNg BeTtA

Hello people..
Just wanna update about today..
Nothing much uhh..
I think i am beginning to accept the fact tat we are apart..but i still miss him n his company loads seriously..i miss him..
Today..
Pe..Ms neo took over..We played sponge ball..Hehe..Spongeball..:)haha..this is a secret between the e3 malay girls:)we ran and played..half way through,Thana n zuhair and gang were upstairs calling me and distracting me..Thana waved at me and teacher caught him..Haha..Pay attn luhh..Dun wave..Then ms neo talked alot to us luhh..Talked abt tat 3n6 will confurm beat us in studies luhh,must behave ourself in the holidays luhh..SIANZ..
Art..Hah..Ms tan came in 4 1 period only..She said she needed to go to 2n7 for IPW thingy thing luhh.Then 2 weirdos teachers came in and the whole class went out to slack and they neva scold..Yes uhh!Freedom!!:)
Recess..As usual..Saw him..Missed him..
Home econs..Ms rina and mdm fazilah last day..:'(took a picture and made cards 4 them..Will miss them lots..Feel like crying but no tears uhh..Cried ready yesterday..cause Mr wong leaving too:'(
2E3 WILL MISS MDM FAZILAH,MS RINA AND MR WONG!:(MR 4 HIS SCOLDING.MS RINA,4 HER..AHEM AHEM..MDM FAZILAH 4 HER GANGSTERISM..:)
Science..Nth much lor..Like tat lor..
Assembly..Saw him..But the weather was damn *@#$ing hot!!I was like fanning myself there..GOD!It was seriously hot..
After tat,went to see guiders..they distributed holiday activities..GOD!It was damn lot sia..Confurm come back will be black lor..Too many outdoor activities..And voice will confirm lost 1 lor..Got cheerleading!:(Haiz..
Tomoro take report book..Scared readi sia..Wish me all the best!:)
U all too all the best!
N nites!

In A lOsS oF wHaT tO dO

Well,hello people.
Can any of u tell me what to do?I seem to be in a loss now.Ever since just now.Well,1st thing 1st,my results.All passed.Except for Geog,E8 and Art,E8.I was semangat(enthu)to pass for some reasons.When i got my results,it was well..shocking 4 me.it was the 1st time i passed all my subjects except 4 2.It was due to some things or some1 i should say.Well,maybe i need to thank tat person 4 giving me happiness in my life and made me wanna pass.Thanks:)
Now,i feel like the whole world has come crashing down and that there is no more happiness,no hyper,no enthu.I wanna be quiet these few days.And if i opened my mouth or laughed,something is not right and tat i will cry.I would rather cry in my heart than cry out loud.At least if i cry in my heart,no1 will know except for me and my heart.Well,i dun wanna be remembered of the event and the unhappiness.The feeling shucks.It is simply unbearable.Having shared everything with him,now nobody to share it with.The feeling of losing him shucks!It can stick to my heart 4ever.i din expect it to end so soon.It has just started.It is hard to 4get.Though i may be happy in skul,but i m just putting on a brave front.
Inside it simply feels like bursting out to tears anytime.But it is not the right time to burst yet.I can still bottle it up.Still can..When cannot ready,tats it..Anything can happen..
Oh my,can any1 tell me wat to do?I simply miss him and his laughter lots.But wat to do?Like tat lor..I realli feel like shutting down now for awhile.So maybe i will update in a few weeks till o am betta.tats all for today.
Nitez.
Shutting down,crying and sad girl:(

FiNaLly BaCk To My CoM aGaIn..

Hello earthlings..Soriie for not being here for long..i was too packed in my revisions for the exam..
Hope that all of us will pass yeah?
Damn loads of things happened between me and some people..I duno why all these happened between me and them..
Some include my close frenz,stead and all..
Well..Regarding my close fren..
She asked me to go to somewhere..but i told her my mum did not let..i felt bad towards her..then be4 going to school,my mum said that i could go..then,after paper,i wanted to look for her..but i had interaction thingy thing with ms teo and she asked me crap qns like do i have a stead?i was stumped at tat qn and lied to her,saying i had no stead.She looked at me disbelievingly..well..wat can i do?then we talked till 10.30.then i thought it was too late to find her..so i went with anngun,dilla all..i didnt expect her to be soo upset..its not tat i don like u..u are my bestiie overall rite?i have shared with u my happiness,sadness and gone out always,slack together,why shouldn i like u?i am realli soriie for whatever tat had happenad tat day..realli soriie..:(hope u will 4give me and nth will happen to our friendship yea?
Now..Regarding my stead..
But..before tat..i got sumting to share..
before the exams,i was realli stucked in my books and some problems..
people calling me ZEBRA,prank calling me..Kena case..damn lots luhh..
one morning,i reached skul,happily..then i sat down and some1(dun wanna mention name)called me ZEBRA!i was damn fuck up!!i was emo the whole day..then went home..1st thing,phone rang.i rushed to pick up.well..my parents called me the operator yea..kept picking up fonecalls..hehe..then tat person kept quiet.i put down and he called repeatedly..he said some stuffs and i got fed up,plucked out my fone cable.when i put back the cable,some1 called..i got angry and i scolded him.thinking that he was the 1 who kept prank calling me..but it was actually my friend..(realli soriie my friend..)
My stead..well..having some problems with him..i scared that either of us will fail..he and me once said tat if any of us fail..tats the end of our relationship..i m realli scared tat day will happen..i dun wan it to happen as it is too early..i was like scared throughout the exam period..i studied hard and he too did the same..i hope tat day will never happen..i dun wan..
well then..tats all lor..today got no skul..called my bestiie but she not at home..i m realli soriie gurl..realli realli soriie..u dun deserved to be treated like this..i m soriie for whateva tat has happened..
well..finally exams are over..i can relax coz i was tired for the past few days..stressing out with exams..hope tat nothing will happen in both my relationship and friendship..i m realli soriie n scared:(i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him loads!well..tats all..bye

I reali hope tar won't happen.I miss u lots.hope u will pass n Tat won't happen darling:(:(

Hope it won't happen.sumtin happen to me n sumone.I hope Tat thing won't happen darling:(my com spoil.so can't type in the boX.I miss him:(

So bored

Hello people..
im finally back..
my voice..
it sucks..you wanna hear?
i think its betta not to..haha..
aniways,got news tat my maths got 33/50..:)
hapiie sia..
i miss him loads lehs..how??
i m brking dwn soon..hehes..
my voice reali suck..
well..tats all..
gtg..
all the best 4 yr mye!:)

Today..

As usual..Hyper!:)
1st period..Maths..Fun sia..Got laughters all..was damn hyper..
English..boring but still hyper..
recess..neva saw him..i miss him sia..
i miss him
i miss him
loads!!
ipw..presented to the class..all of them shout THANA..f***
Science..nth much..
Cd..laughters all arnd the class!:)
After skul..
went to cp again..
before tat..
went to slack wif sing yong all..
they dared me to do something..
well..
it will be hard 4 me to do it..
then went to cp..
saw irfan,luqman at kfc..
then..
saw anthony,patrick and cheng ying..
they tickled and pinched me..
wtf..
then took my bag..
now,
i m gonna find my bag..
c u after mye..
all the best 4 mye!:)
i miss him!

Yesterday..

Yesterday...
1st period..Mt..Damn boriing sia..
Geography..Nth much..Go through topics 4 mye..Hate geog!!
Recess..Saw him..miss him loads..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him..
History..BLABLABLA..
Maths..Was damn hyper like mad..dunno why..there were laughing,giggling and all..Damn hapiie and hyper sia..
El..Nth much..After skul..went compass..saw ammar and gang..haha..
K luhh..tats all for yesterday..i miss him

3 days post together..

Hello people..
soriie for not updating for the past 3 days..
was feeling sick..so no choice but to rest..
well..just a quick update about the 3 days..
Thurday:
was hyper..
Pe..i was feeling hyper for the NAPFA test..i passed all with flying colours..:)Thanks to some1's encouragement of course..:)
Art..Neva bring paint so borrowed from georgina..but mostly is i colour..ala..heck care la..fail then fail lor..who ask her always eat up our recess?now,we 2e3 purposely wanna fail lor..what can she do?nothing right?
Recess..1st time sia she dismissed us on time..but too bad the exam is over..
Home ec..haiz..dun feel like talking abt it sia..but just talk lor..1st 2 periods was ok..i sat down alone..peace..hugged my elephant and had a rest..then..that stupid chao da distubed me saying that the pen was thana's...dun feel like saying it..if he only say till there,ok luhh..but this time round,he talked damn lots sia..talk about my family and stuffs..ass luhh..i whacked him alot of times readi..but he wont stop..so..i cannot control..i hugged anggun and deela and creid my piece..after tat..felt betta..
Science..Afiq was angry at deela and anggun and iylia for siding me..anwar also sided me..thanks guys..you all are the best buddies..
Assembly..nothing much happen lor..pay attn,sing the skul song and went home..no mood to talk about it..went home,feeling sick..Friday..No school..damn boring lor..but it is also a gud time for me to rest at home..but i miss him loads!!3 days wont see him sia..sobzz..:(:(i miss him lehz..Saturday Nothing much lor..i still miss him..well..i wanna rest now..wish me get well soon ehs?Love u!Nites..

Today....

Hello people..
i m here again..
just wanna talk abt today..
1st period..
History..
Ms sazryna came late by half hour..
haha..
went rounding..
with anwar and anggun..
haha..
walk2..
saw 2e1 having pe..
saw yan,ammar,amzar,khairul and gang..
sweating like mad..
haha..
then..
2nd period..
english..
ms tan again lor..
always boring as ever..
then recess..
saw him..
hapiie as ever..
finally saw him hapiie again..
:)
then..
i miss him loads!!
then lit..
went through lit paper..
boriing..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him..
then mt..
slept a while..
fun sia..
then went to library..
saw mr zul on the way..
f***!!
luckily he neva saw my low socks..
maths..
got test on congruency..
ok2 luhh..
all the best to every1 for mye!!:)
then science..
haha..
joey wong pulled my hair..
threw staple at me..
ass hole luhh he..
damn pain lor my head!!
then got headache lor..
then after skul got maths remedial..
damn sianz..
be4 tat,
saw him..
but i neva talk to him..
soriie darling..
my head damn pain so cannot talk to u..
realli soriie..
then got maths..
joey wong pulled again..
f&^% luhh..
then went to com lab with my 3 sweethearts..
anggun,iylia and ardilla..
haha..
k luhh..
going to rest now..
bad headache sia..
bye..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
loads!!
tomoro gt pe..
gt 5 stations..
wish me the bestest best..
art test also..
:)
gt home ec..
can c him!!
yes uhh..
k luh..
gotta go..

today boriing..

Hello m back again..
hahas..
well..
today..
had mt test..
ok2 luhh..
hope i pass!!
i have 2 pass every subject!!
have 2..
then recess..
saw him again..
he was emoless..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him!!
i miss his smile..
his smile was cute..
then aesthetic..
be4 tat..
went to bubble tea shop with vari,sing yong and sheerein..
was damn cold..
i was shivering like mad..
hope tat i dun fall ill tomoro..
i miss him!!
then aesthetic..
i was like..
damn no mood lor..
something happened be4 tat..
then no mood lor..
then nth happen alreadi..
i gotta go now..
byes..

Yesterday's update..

Hello people..
soriie neva update about yesterday..
i will update now..
yesterday..
1st lesson..
Mother tongue..
feeling sick..
wasnt feeling well uhh..
got sore throat n slight fever..
so..
slept a while..
2nd period..
Geography..
damn damn boring uhh..
then anwar sat beside me..
he talked crap uhh..
recess..
nth happen..
dun feel like eating..
so neva eat..
saw him..
but he neva say anything..
not even a smile was on his face..
i miss his laughter..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss his laughter...
damn loads!!
history..
ms sazryna neva come..
so slack a while..
maths..
mr soh taught..
now i m starting to find maths fun..
i passed my maths test..:)
i got 8/15..
ok2 luhh..
betta than last time..
last time 1/15..
haha..
english..
dun wanna talk about it..
but have 2..
ms tan damn biased lor..
anand was the 1 who made her angry..
she detained the whole class..
then i shout at her..
damn f***ing ass lor..
well..
tats all for yesterday..
byes..

Shocked and sad uhh..

Hello..
soriie neva update abt yesterday..
yesterday too tired uhh..
oh well..
i will tell it now abt wat happened yesterday..
YESTERDAY..
woke up at 6..
went skul at 7.15..
was abit late uhh..
then assembled at hall..
got prize presentation 4 food n fun fair..
"luckily i m not the COO so no nid go up take any prize.."
tats wat i tot..
but i was wrong..
doris out of the blue asked me to go up and take the prize..
i was like..
WTF?!?
i was trembling and shocked and in a hurry..
i quickly clipped up my fringe,
pulled up my socks all..
haha..
act gud girl..
then,
2n7 all shouted thana and he was blushing..
well..
tats overreacting..
Then,
literature..
wrote a damn long story..
wanna know the contents?
it starts from..
Once in a city................................................................
.........................................................................
.......................................................
.....................................................................
..................................................................................
...............THE END
haha..
long right?
see,told ya..
Recess..
i saw him..
he was in a bad mood..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
:(:(
Mt..
no mood..
all of a sudden lehs..
CCA..
he was in a bad mood..
did i offend him?
i m soriie if i did..
i was sad and emo throughout the whole guides..
then ms loh ask us to paint the poles..
syhidah painted it on my shirt..
then rafi went to spray me with water cooler water..
then got some1 say hanger to me..
:(:(
he had promised that he will not say that or farhana..
i was sad..
end of cca..
still no mood lehs..
i dunno why...
ass luhh..
i miss the laughter lehs..
today nothing happen lehz..
just feeling a bit dizzy..
i wanna go sleep now..
nites..

So soriie..

Darling darling..
so so soriie for wat happen just now..
realii soriie..
i love you..
i miss u!!
Aniways..
c ya tomoro in cca!!
love u damn loads..!
aniways ammar..
u stead with ping ting on 160409 ehh??
hahas..
i saw syahidah blog and saw..
all the best ehh..
hahas..
160409 ehh..
ok luh..
tats all for today..
aniways darling..
soriie!!
i miss u n love u!!

Post for fun..:)

Hello..
hahas..
i just wanna say..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i miss him..
i love him..
i love him..
i love him..
i love him..
i love him..
i love him..
i love him..
i love him loads!!
i miss him sia..
i love him loads..
i hope we can last long sia..
but..
i not sure he can annot lehz..
i reali hope he can..
i miss him..
i love him..
hahas..
well..
tats all..
hahas..
i love him n miss him more!!:)

Today.. ..

Hello..
just wanna update today uhhs..
today..
nth much happen uhhs..
1st,
Pe..
napfa test,
2.4km run..
i passed!!:)
i so damn hapiie..
i owe it to his encouragement tat i passed!!
Thnkz lots..
i miss u
n i love u!!
then..
art..
ms tan gave us test and detained us for recess..
f*** luhh..
then homec..
i cooked..
then i looked at window..
he said he wanna taste some..
haha..
but im so sorrii..
i cnt go up to let u try..
sssoooorrrriiiieeee..
i miss u!!
then..
he angry..
sad sia..
:(
then..
assembly..
nth much lor..
i saw him sitting there..
he looked sad and angry sia..
dunno wat to do lehs..
sobz..
then..
i saw him after skul..
he still looks angry..
so so so sorriie uhh darling..
i love u..
i m so so soriie uhhs..
well..
tats all for today..
i love u!!
bye..

hows life..

Hello..
im physically here but spiritually not here..
well..
just a recap of today..
hmmm..
be4 i start,
i miss him..:(
now..
i will start..
History..
Nth much happen..
neva do homework..
so do outside class..
3/4 class neva do..
1 for all,
all for 1..
haha..
English..
Grouping 4 drama theatre..
boring sia..
Recess..
Nth much happen..
just headache onli lor..
Lit..
Got literature test..
it was quite ok luhh..
Mt..
damn headache sia..
i slept..
Maths..
got maths test..
neva study..
scared will fail uhh..
Science..
damn tired and headache sia..
i wanna sleep..
but joey wong kept kicking my chair!!
stress sia..
haiz..
headache more worse..
after school..
i stayed back a while..
then i realised got ncc..
they got rock climbing..
haha..
then thana and afiq e1 placed their bags on my table..
lawls..
then they went to rock climbing n i went home..
damn headache sia..
today i m sad..
some should know why..
becoz..
i miss him uhh..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
loads n loads!!
well..
tomoro got art test..
and homec test..
wish me all the best ehh??
i miss him..
hope tat i can c him tomoro n tok to him..
haha..
ok..
i wanna go rest now..
headache..
byes..

Emo all of a sudden..

Hello..
did i say i was hapiie just now?
yes i was..
but it was just now..
now,
different story uhh..
i dunno why..
it all started after ipw..
i suddenly had a very bad stomachache and i was damn dizzy..
i thinnk it is the effect of not well recovery..
ala..
heck care..
nobody cares..
after tat,
anwar and navin talked to me..
but all of a sudden,
i feel like shouting,
and i shouted at them..
i am like uncontrollable..
after tat,
i apologised and went back to my table..
after tat,
i cried..
i dunno why..
but i felt betta after crying..
but not tat gud..
i dunno why..
well,
after tat cd lesson..
ms teo said we earned $1200+..
i should be happily clapping,
but i m not in the mood..
well..
bell ring..
skul end..
i stayed back..
dunno 4 wat..
after tat,
i,syahidah all saw tat ammar and the rest were looking at the netball match..
i was like thinking,
who are they looking at?
syahidah said maybe the opponent team's gurls..
haha..
bt i no mood to laugh..
i was more not in the mood after tat..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him..
loads
loads
loads
loads!!
i m sad today..
i dunno why uhh..
i think it started after skul.
dunno y luh..
i miss him!!!!!
i m so sad i got to look at him but i cannot talk to him..
i smiled at him n he smiled back..
tat part,
mayb i m hapiie..
but today after skul,
i mostly m upset n no mood..
i wanna go now..
bye..
I MISS HIM LOADS!!

feeling betta..

Hello..
luckily,today i m in a betta mood..
yesterday was a struggling day..
aidil is another irritating pest..
he kept asking me for stead..
ass luh he..
the rest is ok..
er..
the lessons are boring..
nth much happen..
aidil said he wanna sent me back..
i hope he forgets..
i still feel sick..
today 1 whole day neva see him..
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him!!
LOADS N LOADS!!
well tats all..
n just now,
i kena caught by mr zul for socks..
:(:(
i miss him!!
i miss him loads n loads!!
well,
tats 4 all..
i miss him!!
haha..
bye peeps..
hope tat i will feel betta tomoro..

still sick leh..

Hello peeps..
today got elearning sia..
so bored..
i wanna go skul..
i miss him loads!!
i m still sick..
and so is aidil..
and ammar also..
woke up today..
feeling sick..
check temperature..
39.5 degree..
i was thinking..
can i go to school tomoro?
i wanna go..
i wana c him..
2 days neva see him..
i miss him damn loads!!
well..
guess tats all..
hope to see you guys soon..
hope that i can go to skul..
enjoy your day!:)

So sick today..

Hello people..
soriie i have not been here for the past few days..
well..
busy with food n fun fair..
though i was only the accountant,
but still busy preparing the stall..
Friday..
excursion fun..
but that anwar hit my head with bottle..
ass luh..
pain sia..
then,i rushed to compass..
bought prepaid card..
haha..
then met khairul all on the way back..
then rushed back to skul..
luckily on time 4 guides..
after guides helped out with the stall..
went home at 6..
tired sia..
Saturday..
woke up at 6..
have a bath n rushed to skul 4 food n fun fair..
i did my shift frm 7 to 12..
then went rounding..
i and vari,idah and radhiyah went around..
met ammar all..
ammar hp spoilt..
so sad 4 him..
then we went to the dunking machine..
haha..
intended to get idah wet,
but ended up i got wet..
ammar too got wet..
but..
his phone gt wet too!
i was like..
OMG..
wat to do now??
luckily it is ok now..
ran back to the stall to take the comb,
ran back to toilet..
bt on the way,
my leg got staple bullet..
damn f***ing pain sia!!
then thana sent me home..
anwar called me and said we collected $1000!!:)
Sunday..
i woke up..
feeling dizzy and fever..
bt still went to religious class..
on the way back,
fainted..
luckily my mum saw and brought me bck..
doctor said i was too tired and too stressed..
haha..
then ammar said he too got fever and so does aidil..
haiz..
all sick sia..
so sad..
well,
tats all for today..
have a nice elearning day tomorrow!:)
n to ammar n aidil,
have a nice rest..
hope that we can get well tommorrow..
Nitez!:)

Bored in skul..

Hello..
Glad that i can be back..
wanna update today..
Finally,no1 distubed us again..
Yes uhh!:)
Now,lessons..
Pe..
did 2.4 run..
tiring sia..
but..
i improved by 5 mins!:)
Art..
That jane tan nag n nag n nag sia..
then late recess..
F**** luh..
Recess..
Nth much..
Home Econs..
Haiz..
thought it would be fun..
1st half an hour,fun..
Then,i got reminded that some1 askd me to wave at him..
I waved,he closed the window..:(
At that time,i felt sad n want to cry..
but i think i betta nt cry..
I m still sad lor..
the rest of the day,i was sad n emo..
Science..
Nth much..
just listen to teacher talk..
Assembly..
No assembly..
stayed in class talk abt food n fun fair..
bt committee members went to library..
haha..
gt air con..
bt,satheesh was there..
he talked crap sia..
so bored..

Tomorrow going science centre..
dunno to go or not..
c how my mood lor..
if still sad,then dun go..
well,i have to go bck to class now to discuss abt food n fun fair..
Bye:)

Emo whole day..

Hello..
im here again..
Just wanna update about wat happen today..
Me and ammar are still not talking..
He show me attitude,i avoid him..
but at least,nobody disturbed us..
tats good..
I dont like him..
I like him as a friend..
just like i like all of u..
frenz onli..
no wrong right?
Y get the wrong idea?
So..ya..like that luh..
Emo and bad mood all day long..
during recess,i avoided him all day long..
Feel so bad..
But have to do so..
That Aidil one more..
irritating sia..
messaged me..
his bill not high uhh?
my prepaid low sia..
msging so many people..
now,for urgent matters,i got no money..
Tats all for today..
will be back tomoro..
hope so..
hope that tomoro will not be a bad day..
tomoro should be fun..
gt pe,art,home ec..
Tomoro nid to stay back for food n fun fair banner..
Haiz..
c u guys soon!
N enjoy urselves..

So sad today..

Hello people..
I m back..
but sad..:(
just a recap on wat happened today.. ..
Syahidah 2e1,spread to everyone that ammar 2e1 like me..
IT IS NOT TRUE!!
I and him got no relationship!
We are just normal friends..
but syahidah go and tell everyone that he liked me..
I don like those rumours..:(
Its all crap..
Then she and xaverie went around telling every1..
Well,now,i and ammar are enemies..
well,thanks to who?
you should know..
Now,recap on lessons of the day..
Maths..
learnt simultaneous equations bt by graphical method..but,neva bring ruler..die lor..
English..
slept in class so bored..
Recess..
syahidah distubed again..
IPW..
i went bck from computer lab..thought nth will happen..bt..
Syakiran went to shout i like AMMAR!!
Since when did i like him?!
I will not like him!!
Science..
I was fed up with those rumours..!
I cried..
It was intolerant!!
It was not true..
bt they kept spreadin!!
CD lesson..
BlaBlaBla..
Decide on clothes to wear for funfair..
n im the accountant..
Phew..
easy job..
Aesthetic..
i was moody..
no mood..
the steps seems fun,but i am not in the mood to do the steps..
arnd 2.45,ammar came to our class..
syahidah started it again..
IRRITATING AND CRAP!!
it was such a tiring,sad and moody day..
i guess i wanna have some rest..
Hope that when i woke up,good things will be awaiting me..

Life in skul today

Hello people..
so bored today school..
stomach pain so cant focus..
got to go..
byez..