SORRY ...

Hello peeps . happy that i updated ? LOL . im down with fever .. haha . anyway , get back to the real topic yeah .
NOW .. i've been doing lots and lots and lots of thinking .. still , i feel angry and sad . why did i even accepted him in th 1st place ? we should have just been friends and mayb just closer abit , and not till stead , and now , all these wont have happened . i will still be able to joke with him , share stuffs with him and not afraid of it being let out of th bag and stuffs all . some ppl will know who . but if those who don't know , sorry but you cant know . i really wanna apologise to that person deeply . i know its very hard to accept . regardless of whether i am your 1st exx or not , i know i have hurt you very deeply and you wont be able to accept nor forgive me . but i seriously like you but as you know , im attched . tat was what caused th whole thing .. i am seriously really sorry .. i dunno what i can do to make you forgive me . i seriously dun want us to END this way . i miss all th fun times that we had .. really sorry deh .. i miss you lots man ..
kk . now nexxt topic ..
that crocy MIA for a few days sia . at least on normal days can uhh . but on our anniversary !! AHHHH . and he only informed me on msn 1 day l8r . -.-. he said . : hppy 9 mnths . srysry . go out nxt time . i went to malaysia . srry . -.- no comments ah . haha . piggy crocy . LOL .